zzzzz

2010-10-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

It's rare for me to be sitting down there and don't know what to do next.. the only time i rmb was o levels.
and now.. this situation happens again.. so i guess... this is serious?! haaaiis... comeon.. CHILL AND START THINKING MAN!!

2010-07-10T06:57:00.001-07:00

is liking her a wrong choice? hais..

2010-07-09T21:49:00.001-07:00

i dono how to start a conversation with you anymore.. i just dont.. ure ignoring me again..hais..

2010-06-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

I felt really guilty and sorry):
hais.....what have i done):

2010-05-12T00:36:00.001-07:00

hmmm. This one year in ITE, im gonna treat it as an extra course in life, build up my self-discipline and control, leadership, some additional skills, and also my English as well.
The campus was full of smoker, and i need to control myself not to learn from them and start smoking, I just saw a guy who's sitting beside me smoked-.- when he's the same age as me.Trying to be not so easily affected by others, tolerate the public eyes.

every set back is a challenge in life, god gives u. Use it as an opportunity to improve yourself.
I am just trying to be positive-.-

2010-05-12T00:29:00.000-07:00

damn it now...im fucking poor alr...ZZZZZ
total spending this month is more that the 200 and additional 100they gave me...not to mention... my parents took $150 away from me for nothing-.- when i alr said im running low in cash..which means i only got $150 to spend... calculating my necessary expenses:
uniform: $85
safety boots: $42
formal shirt: $30
travel fee(adult):TOPPED UP TOO MANY TIMES TILL I CANT CALCULATE
o level examination fee : $160.50

do you think i could handle all these??? without income? yes..i have a friend who parents don even give him money..but he's working...but im not-.-ZZZZZ
dono how to survive alr.....
take away my savings somemore...ZZZZZ

2010-04-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

woah..i totally loved my new earpiece.. the david's fomula H215
the sound quality is soooooo shiok...but still ITE sucks.LOLS

2010-04-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

i recently have some nice design ideas...hmmm..wonder should i draw it out ??? hais..

2010-04-17T07:28:00.001-07:00

How contradicting..last year end...the govt was saying they want to use less foreign talent...now they need more educated immigrant-.- isn't it the opposite???

2010-04-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

it's really bullshit in ite lar...start frm 1 lesson...CAD wth???? i self-learned it last year-.-
turning and milling..other than milling...turning, the lathe machine i learn from dnt alr...so what's the point?? milling basically no much diff what-.- and sec sch tcher can finish teaching stuff in 1 lesson or 2-.- waste my life-.-

2010-04-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

FML or what?
1st o level..2nd appeal result...3rd going into ite... 4th class no girls...5th the director gave a fucked up speech...FML! english u have caused me tons of trouble...just cos of you..my life is ruined....

2010-04-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

"Applications is based on Merit" BULLLSHITTT!!!! people can get 21 going into 16 points course..BULLSHIT.. 28 getting into 26 course.. while 19 cant get into 26 course...TOTAL BULLSHIT..what type of meritocracy was that??

2010-04-05T06:46:00.001-07:00

Life is full of unexpected events, not surprises

2010-03-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

We, Poly student of Singapore,

pledge ourselves as one united people,

regardless of race, language or religion,

do not wish to pay adult fare!!

based on justice and equality

so as to achieve happiness, peace and

less cost for our trips.

LOLs... random-.-

2010-03-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

Well..this is it..ITE ITE lor..i don give a damn anymore...let this fucking world end on 2012...earlier is warmly welcome...hais...

when life give you lemon, make lemonade. When life give you crap, your parents make it crappish. =.=

2010-03-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

sitting in a corner of my room and cried quietly....yes i am useless..after 2 months....im still trap there...all my efforts are futile ....

2010-03-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

even till now...u guys still think that i played myself through last year.. i did nothing..i just play..i didnt study???WTF? you guys have no idea and assumed....FINE LET IT BE I PLAY AND PLAY AND FUCKING PLAY EVERYDAY????OKAY???!! HAPPY??!!! ever since that day u tell me..so what if u fail...u can do it again..BUT WTF!?? YOU DON EVEN HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT I AM THINKING ABOUT OKAY!!! I AM JUST FUCKING DISAPPOINTED OKAY!! WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO GET BETTER U REPEATED THE SAME THING!! FINE MAN..FINE....I AM JUST A USELESS KID WHO JUST PLAY COMPUTER ALL DAY..DIDN'T STUDY FOR O LEVELS AT ALL..I DONT EVEN DESERVE THE GRADES I GET..HAPPY??

2010-03-13T04:15:00.001-08:00

serious insomnia and sleeping disorder

2010-03-12T05:25:00.001-08:00

It's hard to recover the strength i once owned. The blow to me is just too hard....

2010-03-12T04:40:00.001-08:00

I am tired...tired of everything..tired of waiting for those freaking polys that still havent reply..
在别人眼中，我是那坚强开朗的
但在我内心底，我只是那软柔悲观的。

2010-03-02T10:31:00.000-08:00

泪水，以让我脸蛋变咸了
绝望，以把我内心砸碎了
每个希望都导致了我的失望，间接性的以成绝望。
绝望让咸水涌入眼中，从眼中慢慢的流下，覆盖面容，成了我天天的洗脸水。
现在我所需要的是一个答案而不是没有肯定的希望。
上天。。不要在耍我了，我弱小的心无法承受您这么大的玩笑。我承不了多久了。
在这么下去，我迟早发疯。

2010-01-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

CNY approaching soon..and i dono how to face my relatives..wish they understands and would leave me alone by then..

2010-01-28T04:59:00.000-08:00

Just like a scary movie. Its the sound effect the scares me, now its the words you guys said that hurts me that much..

2010-01-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

Why must god always play around with me? Every time, competition practices i get good results. But actual thing, it screws up. Some times it's just the thing corrupted out of no reasons? So do exams. Scoring for daily class test. When it comes to real thing? FUCKED UP! SCREW YOU MAN...STOP GIVING PEOPLE FALSE HOPE! DO YOU THINK IT's FUNNY?? NO ITS NOT!! NOT AT ALL!!

2010-01-13T05:26:00.000-08:00

FML

2010-01-13T05:25:00.000-08:00

Ironic isn't it? The day before the results, I received my bursary award for good results. The next day I received a paper that i got bad results...

2010-01-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

I pray....I wished...I hoped...I want.... everything that's happening now is just a dream..if this is a dream...i could have woke up by now....

2010-01-13T04:42:00.000-08:00

Monday 11/1/10
The day we get back our o levels results.Around 11.15, I reached school around then. When I first step onto ground of Damai, I started to panicked, no idea how my results would turn out. Went to Canteen and bought drinks, talking with some juniors ease my feeling somehow and met up with Weixiong. Walked around the school, a sense of fear that I may need to be back for the year. Up to the Library and helped carrying tables down, some labor work done, but the fear in me was still there while carrying. waited in the library and chat with some of the people there. Juniors are reminding about the results i fear so much. Avoiding, avoiding, i went down to 2nd floor, met Mr Steven and talked awhile.When i went back up, it was 1.20, the time is nearing every seconds.Went to the hall at 1.30. I fear the time to come.Afraid of whats there for me. Teachers kept silence regarding about results. It was time to assemble in the Hall. My heart beats fast, real fast. while listening to the briefing, i sat down there, mind completely blank, only to think of the results. Looking around at the sec 4s, they seems to be there for a show where they could see people crying there. Mind filled with negative thoughts. The principal finished announcing the top scholars of Damai, where we starts to get our results slips. Heart raced, adding on to my illness. Taking the results slips, i could not let my eyes have a view on the results until I returned to my seats. Saw an E8 for English. I walked around the hall aimlessly trying to hide my sadness, until a junior approach me to ask me about the results. I couldn't say, I really couldn't say. The only thing i did was to take my bag and walked away. Trying to hide away from this whole truth and didn't take a glance of the result slip until i got home. Along my way home. I talked to Mr Steven who also lived near me. Crying on the bus home. Locking myself in my room for the whole day, not returning messages and calls. These 2 days, have completely lost my soul, myself and everything else. I am as good as a zombie. Cries after short conversations. Never eat till just now.... I am lost now..seriously lost.. now am mentally and physically pain..with my illness still present...teach me how to step out from this...

2009-10-21T06:54:00.001-07:00

Trying to imagine those days when sec 1-3 are having their exams last few weeks..
those days are so peaceful for me to study in school...and now???
WOW

2009-10-17T21:51:00.000-07:00

Graduated..Last day of school that day seems to be AFTER o level to my class..shouting and screaming=.= not aware that sec 3 having their exams=.=
LOLs..they were taking picture like no body business hahas...crazy bunch...
okays..8 days left and counting...

2009-10-06T08:04:00.000-07:00

人生有如一支蜡烛，蜡烛的开始是一小火，
人们的开始是婴儿，各种火有不同的烧法，
有的烧得快，有的却烧得较慢。
有的平安烧完，有的却是被风儿吹灭。
但无论如何火往往都会熄灭。
好比如人生与许多不同的事情，有一个开始就有一个结尾。
没有永远的事，就有如我们的关系。
I wish to tell you ITALY

2009-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

Walked back home in the dark connector park alone. However, the lonely feeling just isn't there.

A possible reason: I am used to it

2009-09-28T07:14:00.001-07:00

Thinks he should just Face the reality, that what he wished for is impossible for him to achieve.

The reality is always cruel.

2009-09-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

a small little dream would have made me happy
but the moment when i woke up to this reality it's disappointment..

2009-09-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Maybe i just didn't do enough....

2009-09-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Mood am down....failed english once again.....
will only pass when miracles happen...getting 37/60 for my paper 1 is impossible for me..not even when sky drops....

surprised for physics of getting 77.5/100 but was sad due to pulling down by prac...got 6.5/15 for prac o.0 the great difference.....

maths once again disappoints me...should have done better... a just nice B3...in o level comfirm worse....hais......

my guess from ytd was right..and today result just goes up and down........

tml...SS,chem and dnt....wondering if could survive.
heard of jonathon getting 136/140 for journal,artefact,presentation board am really shocked..
still wondering if i could even passed..zzzzzzzz
forget it..i sucked...losing confidence in upcoming o level..
only thing happy about in this entire prelim was my combine humanities i guess.
i pass for the 1st time.....however geog could have done better....

2009-09-22T02:50:00.000-07:00

in about 30 days am taking a major examination...
am really scared
although today was kinda saved but who knows what bad result will come out tml...
POA-86.5/100
Geog- 32/50(expected more...kind of careless..and really wasted for throwing a chapter away...)
chem(prac)-13/15
SS(SEQ)- 18/25

well..for now..it seems that it's okay..but i dont think so...who knows what will happen in o level where the usual standard drops... am really scared of english too...letting POA aside alr......only revision when o level comes?? wonder what will happen to english... and hate the subjects that goes up and down...example like Social studies..that suddenly went down on mid yr.
please dont fail me during o levels..

2009-09-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

tml will make me lose confidence or gain confidence...i wonder..

2009-08-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

spent the weekend relaxing, with no studies and worries in mind..(:
spent the weekend relaxing, wasted time when i can study...):

2009-08-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

累

2009-05-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!!RESULT SUCKS TO THE CORE.!!!!!!
nothing is fantastic!!!not a single As for now!!!which sucked..got b4 for maths...b3 for physics???what does that mean??completely hopeless..my stronger subjects have drop till thaT???wow..sucks man...another news....CONGRATZ fellow 4e4 classmates!!..WE ALL FAILED SOCIAL STUDIES...wow...we have put in tons of effort in this exam...however..theres not enough time....blame on us???time management...
looked at all the mistakes done in maths paper..TONS OF FREAKING CARELESS MISTAKES..NO WONDER MS SHARIFFA START SCOLDING US...she even asked me..careless mistakes huh...yeah alot....only paper 1...15marks..gone for nothing.......for circular properties..really..1 mistake every single 1 wrong...amazing??just the top..multiply wrongly..whole qn wrong...cool right...
D&T..sometimes felt..teacher have some sort of biasness???i put in effort and did 6 full pages of development and stuff..what i got in return???failed for section..when others...half a page....i made my research throughout my development...with all these..deserved a fail reason? does all my things solve the problem??hey..not everythings are perfect???....i really wonder why sometimes....and the D&T paper was the only theory paper i manage to get relatively well for a D&T Theory paper alr..i am satisfied for paper..and folio...failed every single one...THE WHOLE THING....cant expect what would happen for the rest of the subjects...and he want people finalised design when he call me sort of redo???wth is wrong with him for now....i admit my research really nvr do enough....bt development???why??!!!!
i seriously think 4e4 let down quite a number of teacher in this mid-year.....science ,humanities and maths....ZZZZZZZZZZZ

2009-05-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

Although mid-year examination have just ended..i really have no mood to relax or celebrates!!
found out that my D&T journal failed...yeaps failed...expected though...and i kinda need to re-do everything on development..great ain't it?? and i believe my paper wont passed.
this year sucked..everything sucks..EVERYTHING*!!hais.....spend so much time redo-ing..editing..
results really sucked...maths paper..was screwed...left the whole radian qn blanked..and hell lot more paper that i did really badly from my point of view..which will be lousier than what will be shown on the paper..the only 1 that could possibly ace is only principles of account..cos i got 50.5/60 for now..so..lets just see how i will do for paper 1 bahs....haiS!!!!AHHH!!!!!!

2009-04-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

the peacefulness before the storm, refers to now. The time before the MYE starts...
so ya..people..must wish me good luck....haha.....am "preparing"
LOL...white lies...
i will do well..another lie...
i will score very high..lying again...
the truth..i wont do well...i sucks in studies..
aiyo...i will try to manage my time well....
practice self discipline..
start to do my revision alr...
ok..end of the post....
ps:will be off until mid year...and no one see anyway..haha

2009-04-14T04:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my step down farewell party..
okay..was fun...really..i have my fun...
i must say..as a newly merged CCA i m really surprised by all these...
i would expect less..seriously.. not to say those junior's are not capable....bt you guys really make me impressed...thanks all juniors...
thanks all leaders too...

TO MC SENIORS:
i am really sorry for being such a playful person...and useless leader..Crapping all the way thru
i guess you guys are more capable leaders than me...REALLY!!!
in this THREE months..i really enjoyed my times in CCA...i enjoyed the time in MEDIA CLUB..
This Club have lead to us have a common enemy(YOU KNOW WHO)
being a newly merged CCA i am glad that we are able to achieve this much..though attendance for camp and farewell party was not so great..but the amount of people doesn't really matters much..the point is a newly merged CCA able to achieve that much...and i think this is definitely better than Student Leaders.okay so we leaders can really gong cheng sheng tui le...
Pei er and Hui Yi..really thanks for the gift...i will keep it... this will be a part of memory in my brain that is stored permanent...it need password acess..only administrator allowed to touch it..so it will never ever be deleted..i will keep it..and browse thru it whenever i miss you people!!and before silverfish bites!!..haha...was really surprised by those photos..HEHE...

i am really glad to see the Johari's window's(dono how to spell it) comments...thanks for not saying that much negative stuff...cos..if you guys want to write..it will be a whole lot of list...
and the comments..of positive side..was really glad to hear that....but i will say i am not that good...really!.honestly speaking!!i will try not to be using seriously..haha...
so yeah.... MEDIA CLUB..to me...it really is a great CCA...a sucessful CCA despite it age...of 3 months..it have grown so much..and this are all thanks to you..the 7 of you(Chua Pei Er, Wilson Soh, Nasir, Melissa, Jasmine Neo , Amin and lastly Huiyi)
thanks guys...i have a enjoyable 3 months..Hope to see you guys in the next CCA campSSSS(if there is any) , Farewell partIES of Juniors!!!, Teachers' daySS!!! and many other eventSSS....haha...
Last but not least GOOD LUCK FOR 'O' LEVEL!!!! THE MOST IMPORTANT EXAM IN THE YEAR!!!okay...
*sorry...i never put in notes, email or letter...due to weak english and poor sentence structure..

2009-04-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

CCA going to stand down...and we gonna step down..
zzzzz.boooreedd....
my monday and thurs will be going straight home....omg..so sad==...omg...sooo sooo sad..
the junior gonna miss me==LOL bhb..
psps....ok i m gonna focus on studies already...yeahs....and byess..

2009-04-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

things have not been good this year, with lousy grades...failing english...
other subjects in borderlines....
i am worried for my o level..
feeling of dropping DNT..this subject..i sometimes find it's pointless actually..
everything is like so perfect????even if there's problem..i am not smart enough to solve it....
still having no idea of what should i do...although the teacher keep saying...he will not be restraining us on doing what...
but he insisted on saying no doing of boxes....when things i tort of are using of boxes..and....
ZZZZZ...
however..i shall buck up...i will do my best..
even if i cant do well..
i will at least pass it....that's for design and technology.....
other subjects?? really am trying to work hard....will want to sleep earlier....after i step down...
will really focus in studies....i wont care student leaders...i wont care media club...will just go home..rest...or do DNT...hopefully..i really could focus in class....will try to stop playing games as much as possible....i don't wish to make empty promises..i just want to work hard..i just want to get good grades...i just want to do my parents proud...am most probably...taking naps...to stay awake in class.
in 100% awake in class...esp chem class...and i will work hard in english.....
will do my best in POA..will do well in many many subjects....
i hope this wont be self-lying...

2009-03-25T01:24:00.000-07:00

am seriously screwed....for my maths common test..though i passed..but lots of damn fucking careless mistake...could actually get full marks....ok i know..it's no point complaining...
will try to work hard and stop having careless mistake...
stop wasting time...
will be dead..
if not my o level seriously...dead...
the more i think of the common test the more bad it is...
seriously.......real careless.......forget itttt...i will die de........
i will die for o level de larr...confirm

2009-03-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

LOLOLOLOL..LOOK AT ALL LEADERS AFTER CAMP!!!!THEY WERE SMILING..APART FROM ME SLEEPING...LOL!!!!HAHAHAHA
random post

2009-03-18T14:51:00.000-07:00

okay..mi is back from CCA camp..
ok overall is fun..
1st DAY!!!!
leaders report at 6.30am
okay..i ride my bike choing-ed and reached at 6am..okay..abit too early..waited until 6.30...
omg..the camp chief and vice are late..except me of course...haha..nvm...it's actually okay..
so we started discussing..talked about the new grouping as many people can't come last min due to some reasons...so campers report at 7+..
went up to AV theater..talked about the rules and expectation...introductions of leaders roles..
okay..so we did the thinking of group names....the group names were BT(bangla terrorist),Solar Polar,M'n'Ns and resilence..okay..the terrorist group was somewhat my fault...i went there and started saying tamil tigers and JI and other terrorist groups.....sorry..okay..taught them some simple cheers and went to bunk to put down their stuff...okay..we started off with ice breaker games...okay...do you love me was fun..but too bad..for me it's kinda short...haha..i want see people kenna sabo more..haha..okay..1st we started with pei er...den blah blah blah...mi good human..let melissa down..haha...den i just go straight to my target STANELY....slide there..he want say until wu hua ke shuo and laughed...HAHAHAHAHA...mi rocks...and johann tried my method but failed..yeah man..me rocks again...at last jasmine failed..she need do fofeit....proceed on to the next game..I WANT...okay....was a fun game....and solar polar is damn zhai..duh..my little junior johan's group what..haha...proceed on to the pre-training test..wow..unforgetable yong heng is a loser..he tried to block IS...omg..bully girl only...next to come their lunch..
okay...basically they didn't cheer that well at the 1st day..can see that they were really quite dead..for the training session rush to TP..omg lar..alot of prog cock up..dead..i wonder what will happen on competition that day..failed le lar......i really dono what to do...and i really rest for the camp then..looks damn tired that time..and when was backed i m normal again...hahahaha
and the game started..my game was the most DRY de...the monkey and the zoo keeper..
for this i came up with a story..haha...and..wow.. it's fun to ask are they sure...hahaha...okay.after my 1st group...i went to the another game station where my nxt group should go...played with water..become the most wet de...was spraying myself with water and more water..lol...me most wet le lar....and den the soap part.. i made it damn damn slipppery how cool..hahhahahah...
go backed for the another group...and i just go back and play water..and clearing up...okay..wow to the flour...haha..
and one of the tap spoiled..was keep flowing with water..and sat down there emo-ed..haha..wow the water is constantly flowing...have a "bathe" there..hahahahah..okay after that was the shower time of the campers...did some debrief and change my clothes..
and eat time..MAKAN!!!!!
and movie..quarantine...a bloody movie...a storyline about a virus being spread....haha...but i didn't watch...was preparing for night walk for quite long...omg sia..we were shocked when we heard mr lee forget to draw the keys for the areas..really omfg....lucky there was Chua Chua...glad that u was there....3 cheers for chua chua...
okay..did all the prep..blah blah blah...
nightwalk...was stationed at staff longue...lol..i scares edison ....WOOTS...
i scares Joon Kiat too..WOOTS WOOTS..and not much lar...my station.nt scary de...haha...
den it ends off..we went to staff longue for debrief..and quickly end my long post for day one larrr....they went sleep..i confistcated 2 laptops....and didn't sleep..okay...we played pick up sticks with light sticks..hahahahah..lame alright...
Day 2
was the morning pt i/c...
so i did all the basic warm up..and cheers...
force them to cheer and be awake...by running....my idea..
haha..and they really cheered loud and clear..
it might be cause of mr lee...but nvm...it's okay...down for breakfast and training and stuff..
and den i was abit like buay song....due to lack of sleep..tired...den was keep scolding amin during the training..am sorry...but was back to normal....did cheering..and lunch and amazing race...was hiding behind the art stuff at the eye of damai..guess where it is...by looking down from 3rd and 4th floor..haha..
and it ended off very fast...and cleaned the shower room..wow..they were actually fast...
ok..blah blah blah..
the end..don want write too much to become naggy...and from reflection the camp was great..
To leaders,
you guys really did a great job in the camp...the camp was a total sucess...although there were many last min changes..we really did a great job..thing was fine...and from campers reflection..we really have done our part.we really did a great job..everyone was working as a team...as a group..and more...they worked as a club...go media club.....and i was really sorry for pei er and jasmine..i think i really did very little as a vice camp chief..everything was like you two running...i am really sorry..cos i really do not know what i to do...and although both of you have the experience..i think i really should helped more...I am sorry.i think we leaders must really thanks hui yi..she did alot more than what she should do..in fact alot alot alot more..she could be just a member...and not needed for helping with camp prep....but she helped us...without her alot of things will not goes that well..THANKS HUI YI...and also thanks all leaders for everythings....
end of post

2009-03-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

Earth hour would be on 28th March..
i wish everybody would participate in this meaningful event..although i will forget..
but thankfully i am going for the event held in my school..
wooo..i will rmb..haha...
The world is facing Global warming, people living on this planet Earth should really participate in this event..and not only this event..we should b actively involved to save the Earth...
although it's ironic for me to be typing in blog and yet promoting this...
never mind just hope that the earth wont die so soon....

2009-03-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

I hate this i hate this i hate this
first got borderline passes...and after i complained..i failed..
how pathetic..for both language??wth is wrong with me???
okay..i am really lousy with language...damn it...damn it....
and that stupid ms carol is choosing me for the stupid oral recording..
which i think i can never be the good speaker..i am only that type of bad speaker..
will sure be commented badly.. as i complained to carol she says..this is for the teacher to comment on u and give u ways to improve....WOW...haiz...
my oral just sucked..it cant be helped...my english too... was really disheartening when not long ago that faggot Mr Chin says for sec 4s it's too late to start now...when i just started trying to improve that particular language..how bad was him...very bad...
stating the obvious..
the camp was really..omg...okok..i m really useless....
cant give any great help...yeah i am..i admit....okay...
i shall die for o level alr....
people are right....i say i die..i have alr lost the battle...but previously...was cheering up myself...but result shows....it dont help much too....in fact..they are not helpful at all....
i really is doing everything wrongly this year....everything....not a single thing is sucessful..
NONE!!!

2009-03-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

Dear Senior,
although u wont be able to read this post i just want to write out what i want to say as no one would see this too except for some few...
actually this thing i have somehow forgotten long ago...but ur message have make me remeber this incident..THANKS huh...u r one of the reasonable seniors..but this time it seems to me that are unreasonable...you only look at others story..ur juniors stories and didn't try to find out what actually happened and determined i was the one at fault...u really let me down..
having something urgent and u try not to help when u could..nvm.....it's okay..but do u need to state that me having bad attitudes towards juniors when u haven't ask me what happen...wow..seriously..u let me down...nvm..it's all over...it's up to u to believe them...
end of my message==

i skipped 1 day of PE was proud of it??haha..i m being crazy...Friday went for CIP...woot b photographer..simply skipped all programmes hehe...lol
today CIP
walao...i did my job people nvr give not my fault right..and theres others over ther..unfair....
nvm...haha

2009-03-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

Are we clubs and societies so bad??so insignificant in the school????
from Last year till now Mr toh talk about CCA he only state uniform group,performance and sports
where's club and society???and today Mr zaid is like so extra??his softball members win den win la...still need to add the positions???still need so extra??what happen if club and society.....
going close down library club???nonsense again, they are the ones operating the library....they can say that there's librarian bt they still need helpers???they cant do jobs alone for goodness sake..haizz....

there's lots of things happened this few weeks...but nothing much to say actually....
haiz...all the test is still border line.....okay..look at the bright sides....its not in olevel...
so what???it's a usual practise for it...haiz...nvm...i will try to buck up...
SS just passed..haiz class only 6 people passed...should i be happy???okok..people will kill me for this..bt that's my own feeling..SORRY!!!!
combine science...omg..i was sick..i anyhow do the paper..and to my surprise....my physics gt 22.5/25...i was shocked..but i dont think my chemistry have such luck....haiz...
pure luck...
but for O's i wish for luck and real knowledge...haiz...
and my stupid maths...forget it man...aiyo...
KNNN!!!!!!!!I WAN WORK HARD!!!!
i cant be liddat anymore...walao......
btw..people dont care me..i am just being ki siao..wait..there's no 1 here...

2009-02-24T07:14:00.000-08:00

haiz..looking at all my scores so far..
forget it man..how could i do well for o level..
it's completely hopeless lar.....will sure be lousy de...
damn it....damn damn...
haiz..everything passed in just border line...
haiz....
i must really do well this year.
i must work hard.....

2009-02-20T02:39:00.000-08:00

LOLz...
todays debate..which teacher came up with such lousy topic??
the topic is about should people experiment on Animals..
== it's a obvious yes..
if there's no animal testing in the 1st place how would we be able to live when there's many deadly virus around the world in the past many years...
but overall this is peoples point of view..
but the question i heard from the opposition is weird..
they said..human being were the most evolved living things on earth..we should not be so selfish..while the speakers previously have stated other species might evolved and take over us and took us as experiment... is damn stupid...when they take over us..they should no what we have done is wrong??and should not make the same mistakes over again???they then will become the most evolved creature and not repeating mistakes we have done???weird ain't it==
stupid debate...
so did CIP for past few days..which is from wed to fri...was jus packing actually..
quite easy== in just 3 days did 9 hour==dumb==
i guess i will die for dnt in O level liaoz..SURE de...

2009-02-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

haiz..
phone screen spoil..
zzzzz..though still can see...but sometimes having hard time to see what is shown..
describe the incident...
on 7th feb about 7p.m..was at the void deck near damai secondary school
helping ms xiang yue with the double-sided tape.Suddenly, a call came in..with my right hand filled with double sided tape, i tried to use my left hand to get my phone from my right pocket.when is was out, the phone slipped from my hand, and it drops on the ground hard. the top left hand corner of my phone fell on to the ground...the pressure it have is greater than hitting it flat down..therefore causing it to bt hitting real hard..the screen cracks...lines appeared..it was a sad case..tragerdy for the great me...haiz....
today...went over to sony ericsson for servicing at east point mall...
the lady tell mi..although u have warranty...u still need to be charged..how sad...haiz..
bt i decided nt to repair..cos it cost alot for repair while i could get a newphone cheaper..
haha...so...saddddd.....
a sad case for me..i will wait tilll 6 months later for a phone change..or less than 6 month..haha....
it's still quite long..but the 8-10 month o level seems faster than the 6 month change of phone...zzzz..
speaking of o levels...
JUNJIE MUST BUCK Upp...HE WILL SCORES WELL!!!!
haha....cheering myself up...or what xun jia always says about mi..zi high==
haha...everytime i feel like blogging that time is i feel like scolding someone to vent out my anger towards someone..bt i guess i better dont...haha....though there is someone out there that made me pissed...bt it was ytd..haha...nvm....mi da ren bu ji xiao ren guo==
lollol

2009-02-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

ok..resumed blogging???
haiz.....many things happened.
many many things...valentine day..
being OIC??? wowed....
this year compared with last year??we OIC chap in alot...
and some1 in particular..learn from juniors the nodding one..
really love to come in...and be extra..
haiz....nvm...
someone just dont know about themselves
hais....sometimes i really wanted to tell teacher.
if they think that SLs discipline is bad...
why not kill one warn many??
kill someone who is so extra and yet not caring about self discipline???
okay...so the i/c were not working well..
haiz..tried my ways...
all the communications problems???
last year me and jasmine call and msged alot of times...
to get everything done....and shanen and meiling was....
not doing anything...
compared with now..they met a lot of times.
haiz...these people...
wont care that much le lar...
was surprised by someones action...
wont say who..private and confidential..
really shocked....
it's so OMG lar...dont believe...
but it's the fact ...So nowadays...
was so guai of mi...recesses was at library...
studying..do hw..and blahs...
and this year..i m only owing 1 teacher hw..wow lo...
improved alot...bt must do better..
damn sad lar...failed my 1st geog test..
I WILL DO BETTER NX TIME!!!!!I WILLL!!!!!!!
I COMFIRM WILL...haiz..this is really fraustrating i passed my SS...and failed geog..
although it was jus half mark..but this was not susposed to happen..
how could it happen??must pay 100% attension in class...i must..
btw...damn disappointed by the schools action....we 4e4 is a graduating class..
we should have the priority...our teacher is now currently on MC, and yet the school gave us a relieve teacher that is like that...don't know how to describe, he really cant teach de...the class dont give him respect...haiz....was really damn noisy de....Mrs ling came and talk abt the teacher's abscene and tell us to cooperate..bt after she left..the noise came...what was that..
haiz....the teacher talk like relax relax...ends with lar all those...
haiz..where's the seriousness....
haiz haiz...
btw....reading the top dont feel like my typing...haha...
just joking...